If..

I know, great things will come to those who wait.

And, I will wait if it's worth the wait.

I will..

I will..

And I know at the end of the time, it worth it all.

Can you hear me?

Sometimes I feel lost. Lost within myself. I'm drowning in my loneliness and pain. I screamed your name wishing that you would hear all my thoughts, my sadness, my loneliness and my pain but these walls between us seems invincible. Can you hear me?

Distance

Tu me manque tellement, FN.

She's dead.

This house is empty. And so do my heart.

I wish..

I hate fever, flu, cough and sore throat. I hate it very much where the ability to sense my surroundings are no longer there (for awhile). I can't smell and it makes me feel like I don't have nose where I failed my plastic surgery and my nose dysfunction where the doctor had to remove it from my face. I can't even taste the food. It's like everything that I ate are so tasteless. How I wish I was home to mom and dad. They would look after me when I'm sick. I miss them. I miss them so much. How I wish I was home.

Hope and faith.

... and I believe in miracles.

Cupid's Fall by Once Upon A Time There Was A Sausage Named Bob

"When I thought we were all ok, cupid came back to me. He cried for so many nights. And I'm lying to myself you are coming home, I won't find a way. Everytime I see your eyes, everytime I see your lies. Love. Has gone away. And everytime we make it through, everytime I see myself loving you, you're gone. You're gone away"